As Much a Mystery to You as It Is to Me

things didn't have to end this way

you're about to miss everything

i just wanna kiss your life away

you should've lost your faith in me long ago

your body is this bullet's grave and my own

there's nothing quite like the feeling of pulling this trigger

you'll never see the sun rise up again

you know, things didn't have to end like this

i didn't see it ending any other way

it's funny how the years catch up to you

when you're always running from the truth

i've only been running for an hour

when it feels like i've been running for years

you should've lost your faith in me a long time ago

your body is this bullet's grave and my own

oh, your skin, so delicate and pure

i wonder how it'll look when you're

gasping for air, 

and reaching for a hand that isn't there

this was a slow process

pulling this trigger is just the means to an end

your life better flash before your eyes

there's nobody quite like you and

i'm sorry but you're not gonna see the sun shine again

is this how it's going to be?

why won't you wake up, wake up

oh, i can't stand to even face me