Subconsciousness

is there a ghost?
is it my long lost friend?
are you here to take me with you?
i want you back but that doesn't mean shit

is there a ghost?
please get out of my head
i had nothing to take with the truth
so i made myself believe in all my lies

i want you alive, but i want you gone
it's my head verse subconsciousness

you got what you wanted, so just let me be
you got what you wanted, so just set me free

is that a ghost?
is it my long lost friend?
are you here to take me with you?
i want you back but that's just it

i'll never get what i want, so just let me be
i'll never get what i want, so just set me free
from my beliefs

i am so sick of feeling guilty for something that you did
and if you would have come to me, i could have said "don't quit"
and lifted you back on your feet, but all there is is memories
and things i've made myself believe

i'm this way because of you
and i'm the furthest from the truth
it's okay, it's how it's always been

you got what you wanted, so just let me be
you got what you wanted, so just set me free
i'll never get what i want
no, i'll never get what i want

and i have to live with myself
and all these thoughts colliding
it's making me unsure
of what is real or make believe

it's okay, it's how it's always been