Desperate Times

you've known my thoughts for some time now

but lately it seems like i've been drowning in their sounds

this isn't funny

i know this feeling all too well

and it doesn't seem to be changing

help me out

speak up

don't let me down again

down again

you've had my heart for some time now

and lately it seems like it hasn't made a goddamn sound

i haven't taken my medication in four fucking days

now i'm thinking of slipping away

this isn't funny

i know this feeling all too well

and it doesn't seem to be changing

this isn't funny

it feels like this earth is my fucking hell

is this life even worth saving?

help me out

speak up

don't let me down again

down again

i know it seems like i don't need help

but now would be a good time for a crutch

if i put all my weight on you

will you help me carry on my way?

help me out

speak up

don't let me be down again

down again

(Side note: I wrote this to vent my emotions that I had yesterday. These are not my current feelings, and everything is okay. No need to worry. :D)