Enlightenment

85 down the highway,

going destination anywhere

need to clear my head

need to make sense of my despair

calm down, 

take a deep breath

we're all listening

that's what they told me

but things are different now

she told me 

"don't throw the towel in just yet"

then why did she do just that?

i'm sorry for the way i've been

i'm sorry for the way i am

i need to change

not for anyone but myself

not for anyone but

damn, it's hard to get 

a move on with my life

need to clear my head

need to make this situation have light

calm down,

take a deep breath

we're all right here

that's what they told me

since things are different now

i feel i need to say

things aren't better off this way

i want to see her smile

i want to hear her laugh once more

i have so many unanswered questions

i've never held so much regret in my life

i'm sorry for the way i've been

i'm sorry for the way i am

i need to change

not for anyone but myself

not for anyone but myself

not for anyone but her