Another Song for Her

i feel a stroke pulsing through my body

it’s got the right half of me

when will it get the other?

maybe i should take my pills

well, i would if i weren’t out

because my mind’s been racing

and sleep’s been running away

i am tired of being angry

but being angry is all i know

how can i move on from something that made me who i am?

i hope you know i’ve wanted to tell you 

so many things that cloud my dusty mind

but all of those can be comprised in a simple phrase

i feel something coming out of my mouth

it’s been lingering there on my tongue for quite a while now

maybe i should take my pills

will i be able to sleep at night?

i’m tired of 3am being my goddamn midnight

i hope you know i’ve wanted to tell you

so many things that cloud my dusty mind

but you’ve taught me to be quite the opposite of open-minded

i am tired of being angry

but being angry is all i know

how can i move on from something that made me who i am?

you’re hindering my mind

you claim i left you behind (like i had another option)

i saw an opportunity, an open window if you will

well, i had to take it because i couldn’t take it no more

i hope you know i’ve wanted to tell you

so many things that cloud my dusty mind

but all i can really say is 

fuck you

fuck you

you told me you were only considering what was best for me

well, i left you because i thought it was best for the two of us

i can’t believe you got the best of me

you’re inside my mind, like a worm, you’ll never let go of the lie