Rescue Me

if i'm gonna be honest with you
i may as well be honest with a drink in me
so many lonely nights
with just me, my thoughts, and i
know this is nothing personal
but this means the world to me
and if you could open your ears and your mind
we'll be just fine

i hate where i am (in my life)
i hate where i am (in my mind)
i hate the unknown because i do not know it
but most of all i hate myself
but i'll try to look past that

the days they run together
like they're happening hours at a time
memories that haven't happened
i can see for the rest of my life
if this keeps up, can you pull me out?
if this keeps up, i may as well kill myself
because i've found no purpose in life

if i'm gonna be honest with you
my mind's gotten used to the thought
of being right here without you
so many lonely nights
with just me, my thoughts, and i
and most nights they win
i succumb, i accept, then draw back within
this cell i've built
of titanium walls
i'd love for you to save me
but i'm the only one who can

i hate where i am (in my mind)
yes, i hate where i am (in my life)
something's gotta change
why doesn't anything change?

same faces, same words
and i've heard it all before
yeah, i say i'm fine
but my thoughts beat me up late at night

the days they run together
like they're happening hours at a time
memories that haven't happened
i can see for the rest of my life
if this keeps up, can you pull me out?
please rescue me from my doubt!
please rescue me
please help me find peace