My Only Hope

all i wanted was to see you smile again
all i wanted was to see you smile, my friend

red wrists, red eyes
red on the walls behind our bodies

did we forget how to be alive?
did we forget what it meant to be alive?

did i die with you?
my only hope is that i'll see you soon, someday
but not today, not like this

all i want, something real, something physical
something that i can provide for
and feel my worth multiply by tenfold
all i want, something true, something visible
something that can keep my mind off you
and feel my worth turn into more than nothing

red wrists, red eyes
red on the walls behind our bodies
red wrists, red eyes
a barrel aimed right at your breast

i'm sorry you thought
that what you did was your only solution
(did we forget how to be alive?
did we forget what it meant to be alive?)
i'm sorry you thought
your stone wouldn't cause a wave in my sea of life

all i wanted was to see you smile again
all i wanted was to see you smile, my friend