God, Stars, and Thoughts

She walks the lonely halls late at night
With stars reflecting off the window panes
Over and over again she tells herself
That no matter what, things will stay the same

So she locks herself inside
Her skin's a prison
And she's running out of time
But the only time she has is time to waste

Kill these thoughts
I've thought to kill myself for far too long
I promise I'll be fine, just not tonight

She's searching for a permanent place to call home
But everywhere she goes feels temporary
From the first sight, she always tells herself
That no matter what, things will stay the same

Kill these thoughts
I've thought to kill myself for far too long
There's no hope
Just the thought that hope could come remains
These thoughts
I promise I'll be fine, just not tonight

The only time she has is time to waste
She sits and stares at stars through the window pane
Praying "God, I know you're there, I need change
This is not a fucking game."
No

She's running out of time

Kill these thoughts
I've thought to kill myself for far too long
Kill these thoughts
I know we both know I am not that strong
I do my best to get along
So please, will you save me?
I'm running out of time
And kill these thoughts tonight